Tuesday, February 23, 2010

My Stupid Heart

So, my heart is still acting up.

I get chest pains every other day and I fall asleep with a heating pad on my chest almost every night. I don't know what's causing it. I drink so much water, I'm going to drown myself. I attempt to sit up straight, but that seems to make it worse. And I haven't had caffeine since Sunday (I took one sit of Bryan's Dr. Pepper). I've been really good about the caffeine thing. I just don't know what to do!

I had a "fainting spell" on the way into work today. I don't ever actually faint. I get light headed, things start to tingle, my vision gets blotchy/dizzy/confusing, and my heart pounds for like 4 seconds. Then it goes away, and I feel confused for the rest of the day. I don't know how to explain it, I'm really tired (like, I want to SLEEP!), and everything around me just feels funny... Maybe that's just light-headedness.

I'm really sick of it though. I just want it to end. I just want to be ok.

I shouldn't be this tired all of the time. I went to bed at 9 on Sunday, and woke up at 6:30. I went to bed at 9:30 last night and woke up at 6:30. WHY AM I SO TIRED?! Seriously, all I want to do is go back to bed. All daaaay!

:( I'm scared to drive home.

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