Thursday, July 30, 2009

I want to be rich, and not have to worry about bills.

I want to be able to buy as many clothes as I want.

I want to be shorter so that I can wear heels and not feel like an asshole.

I want to be tan all the time, and not get cancer.

I want to be a student again without any worries, but no homework.

I want to be creative all the time, and make money doing it.

I want a job where I feel like I matter.

I want my mosquito bites on my feet to stop itching.

I want a new macbook.

I want small hands and small feet. (Maybe if I wasn't so tall...)

I want to go on a vacation, somewhere warm and hot.

I want to be able to work from home more.

I want to be able to eat whatever I want and not get fat or bloated.

I want to have the motivation to run.

I want to go back to my glory days of volleyball and kick some ass.

I want to be able to pay off my student loans.



I want to not be so damn shallow and want so many stupid things.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Hie!

Cruuuuuiiise In

Actual update

So, what's been going on lately?

Not a whole lot. I've been working and coaching.

Bryan and I went up north with his family in the beginning of July. It was a really good time. Little Brody went too. :) Slept in a tent with Bryan and Matt. It was pretty darn cute. He jumped in the water after me and sank like a rock for a second, then he finally swam to the top.

It's been a lot of Bryan's family this summer. Kyle's play was last week, Sweeney Todd. He did really great. I was never into that kind of stuff. It's great to see him still acting after High School.

His family is having a big party in Hartland on Friday. I figured we could just stay at his parents maybe? But I don't know what to so with Brody. :( I don't know if we can take him to the party, even though I would like to. We'll see...

They're also having dinner in Lincoln Park tomorrow. Bryan's Mom's cousin Jackie, is one of my parents BEST FRIENDS. I grew up with them, literally. I see them more than a lot of my family. I went to a wedding with their family... Bryan and I were at a the same graduation party in 2002. Crazy huh? How the world works, how small it is. When mine and Bryan's parents met on his birthday, Jackie and Bob were there to be the common ground. What a wedding we'll have... ;)

Speaking of birthdays... Mine isn't too far away. We're going camping with Bryan's friends. Mine, Kyle's and Justin's birthdays are all within a week of each other. So, it'll be a big birthday extravaganza. Kyle's girlfriend is planning to go to Cedar Point in August or September.

We're also planning to go to Pennsylvania for a weekend with my sister and her boyfriend. Brandon's family has a huge ass farm out there. It'd be food, fires, walks, rivers, fishing... That should be fun.

All of this, and volleyball 6 days a week?

I'm sorry to Bryan for having to put up with a crabby, busy girlfriend. And I thank him for taking care of Brody and Ace for me when I'm away at volleyball. I love you. So so so much.

Friday, July 17, 2009

For My Birthday

So, my birthday is coming up and I need someone to make these for me please!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

And I'm stubborn and I shout and I'll cut you out
And I'll make you feel like I never wanted to make you feel

Monday, July 13, 2009

xo Tights

I am currently unhappy with the state of my life.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Monday, July 6, 2009

Ingrid Michaleson


What if we stop having a ball?
What if the paint chips from the wall?
What if there's always cups in the sink?
What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if I do?

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

What if our baby comes home after nine?
What it your eyes close before mine?
What if you lose yourself sometimes?
Then I'll be the one to find you
Safe in my heart

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

I am giving up
I am giving up
I am giving up on greener grasses

I am giving up for you
I am giving up for you
I am giving up

Thursday, July 2, 2009