Friday, February 26, 2010

What is wrong with my heart...

When I went to the hospital, they said my two upper champers were not pumping blood like 1/3 of the time. I guess I have, Superventricular Bradycardia Arrhythmia...

Categories of Arrhythmias

Arrhythmias are generally divided into two categories: ventricular and supraventricular. Ventricular arrhythmias occur in the lower chambers of the heart, called the ventricles. Supraventricular arrhythmias occur in the area above the ventricles, usually in the upper chambers of the heart, called the atria. The irregular beats can either be too slow (bradycardia) or too fast (tachycardia).

(Diagram of the electrical conduction system of the heart.)


Bradycardia

Bradycardia is a very slow heart rate of less than 60 beats per minute. It happens when the electrical impulse that signals the heart to contract is not formed in your heart's natural pacemaker, the sinoatrial node (SA node), or is not sent to the heart's lower chambers (the ventricles) through the proper channels.

Bradycardia most often affects elderly people, but it may affect even the very young. It may be caused by one of two sources: The central nervous system does not signal that the heart needs to pump more, or the SA node may be damaged. This damage might be related to heart disease, aging, inherited or congenital defects, or it might be caused by certain medicines—including those used to control arrhythmias and high blood pressure.

Symptoms of Arrhythmia

The most common symptoms of arrhythmia are:

* palpitations or rapid thumping in your chest
* feeling tired or light-headed
* loosing consciousness
* shortness of breath
* chest pain.

Symptoms of bradycardia:

* feeling tired
* short of breath
* dizziness

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Efiing HEART!!!!!!

Yesterday I worked from home because of my heart. Tuesday at practice, it was HORRIBLE! :( It's so scary. I was holding onto my chest the whole time. ::Sigh:: It was nice to be home with my pets. But not so nice to be in pain, and feeling light headed all day.

I'm so sick of this. I really just want to be ok. It's really not normal. :( I keep trying to think of what I've done to deserve this. I mean, the hospital said I was ok, but it's not going away. What if I'm really sick. Panic attack starts... now.

I've felt ok today. When I first got to work I was a little light headed, but it might just be in my head. I had a cup of hot chocolate, and now I have pressure in my chest.

Hopefully I've just become a crazy-ass hypochondriac and this is all just in my head. Maybe I can just ignore this? :(

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Dry-Guy and Me

My Stupid Heart

So, my heart is still acting up.

I get chest pains every other day and I fall asleep with a heating pad on my chest almost every night. I don't know what's causing it. I drink so much water, I'm going to drown myself. I attempt to sit up straight, but that seems to make it worse. And I haven't had caffeine since Sunday (I took one sit of Bryan's Dr. Pepper). I've been really good about the caffeine thing. I just don't know what to do!

I had a "fainting spell" on the way into work today. I don't ever actually faint. I get light headed, things start to tingle, my vision gets blotchy/dizzy/confusing, and my heart pounds for like 4 seconds. Then it goes away, and I feel confused for the rest of the day. I don't know how to explain it, I'm really tired (like, I want to SLEEP!), and everything around me just feels funny... Maybe that's just light-headedness.

I'm really sick of it though. I just want it to end. I just want to be ok.

I shouldn't be this tired all of the time. I went to bed at 9 on Sunday, and woke up at 6:30. I went to bed at 9:30 last night and woke up at 6:30. WHY AM I SO TIRED?! Seriously, all I want to do is go back to bed. All daaaay!

:( I'm scared to drive home.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Blogspot or Tumblrrrr

Errrrg...

More people use Blogspot and it's easier to actually write.

Tumblr is easier to "repost". And it's different, and cooler...

HELP!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Lover Gone

Lover gone, this song is a good one
In four years I’ll be anyone but for four years long I was there where you are
Lover gone, this song I swear is a kind one


Peggy Sue

Try so hard

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else. - Judy Garland

http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/j/judy_garland.html