Efiing HEART!!!!!!

Yesterday I worked from home because of my heart. Tuesday at practice, it was HORRIBLE! :( It's so scary. I was holding onto my chest the whole time. ::Sigh:: It was nice to be home with my pets. But not so nice to be in pain, and feeling light headed all day.

I'm so sick of this. I really just want to be ok. It's really not normal. :( I keep trying to think of what I've done to deserve this. I mean, the hospital said I was ok, but it's not going away. What if I'm really sick. Panic attack starts... now.

I've felt ok today. When I first got to work I was a little light headed, but it might just be in my head. I had a cup of hot chocolate, and now I have pressure in my chest.

Hopefully I've just become a crazy-ass hypochondriac and this is all just in my head. Maybe I can just ignore this? :(