I love weekends.

Friday, Delicious dinner with b and Elbow.
Saturday, Dinner with B's family and High School Play.
Sunday, Beer & Sun with Mandy & B, Then Bayside and NFG.
Monday, Work (ugh, but not so bad) and Tigers Suite Tickets with of course, B.

=goodstuff!

Well I'll be darned...

It's actually beautiful today. Can you believe it? Michigan might have some hope yet.

When I went outside to go get lunch with my dad, the warmth felt so good. I could actually feel it around my arms. Amazing. Mandy and I and Bryan are going to go on walk on campus today. Maybe get an iced coffee? Iced Coffee + Mandy= Amazing. I love her so much. She's beautiful too.
x0,
Kari

~j4d3

What a shame, we all became...

Well, I've been in a big rut the last 6 or 7 days. Just been really sad, low, down... Like there's not much to look forward to. Like things will always be shitty. Deep down, I know that they won't and I'm working my way out of it. I've just been really sick (really sick, like fever, wanna die sick.) and some shitty things have happened. Also, one really big, really effed up shitty thing happened on Sunday. So scary. But it's ok. Or, it will be... in time.

Anyway, I'm tired of it! :) haha. I'm tired of being sad! I want the sunlight to come in! I want it to be warm! I want Bryan and I to be busy hanging out with friends and family. Especially since I spent most of this weekend inside or sleeping. So yeah... Friday I think we're going to go out to dinner with my parents, Saturday we're going to go to his cousins play and probably out to dinner with his parents, and then Sunday is the Bayside concert with Bryan's 2nd cousin/my life long friend (small world I know, right?). So yeah, busy weekend, I'd say so!

In case you didn't know, I'm a proud Momma of two very sleepy babies!

xo,
Kari

Ugh

Yesterday was aweful! Just aweful! My eyes are puffy from crying all day. Life sucks. Being a grown up sucks. Taxes suck! Ugh, Head ache yesterday...

I need to get my shit together. Yeah, I'm going ok. I have an apartment, a nice car, a good job, (maybe 2 if I get this coaching position today.) But I feel like I don't do much of anything. I go to work, and I come home and sleep/eat the day away. I need to get back to actually doing something when I get off work. Besides drinking beer.

I miss my family, and Bryans. We really need to see them more often. Maybe that'll help. I always feel better after spending time with the people that I love and love me. I miss MY friends too. We spend the majority of our weekends with Bryans. WHICH I LOVE. Don't get me wrong, they're my friends too, they just haven't known me most of my life like my own. So maybe that'll help too. I miss Jessica... Why does she have to be so busy. Everyone is so busy these days. It sucks growing up and losing touch with your friends.

Now do you understand the title of this entry? It's just been a very UGH week. Not to mention, I am sick as a dog. I thought that I was having an asthma attack today. My chest hurt so bad and I couldn't breath. I had to lay down. Turns out, I just had heartburn from taking DayQuil on an empty stomache. I ate some crackers and felt a little better.

I really hope that I can make a decision about coaching within the next week. Plymouth is a nicer program, but I think that I would like to live in Ann Arbor.

I cannot wait until Bryan and I live together. Things will be so much easier. He practically lives with me now, he's there 5-6 days out of the week. But none of his stuff is there, and its just different. It would be OUR place, not just mine.

Ok, I guess I'm done bitching...

xo,
Kari

(PS, to anyone who is following my Blog; I'm new to Blogger and I don't know how to follow you back if you don't have a "Follow" thing on your blog. Help?)

Cough Cough!

So, I'm getting sick :(. I've been coughing all day. Sucks Balls...

Yesterday Bryan and I slept until 8! Then we woke up, at pizza and played video games until we went to bed around midnight. Not a bad night...

Then, for some reason, I slept through my alarm today and didn't get to work until 9. :( Which means I have to stay until 5. Boo...

I have my interview with Huron High School tomorrow for the JV volleyball Coach. Then Monday I have the one at Plymouth for the Freshman team.

Here we go! Things are changing!

Party this weekend? hm, We shall see...

xo,
Kari

Head Ache

"What's with today, today?"

I'm really tired. And have a head ache. Blah.

Bryan and I went on a little date last night. We went to Red Robin for dinner and then saw Observe and Report. That movie was so messed up. Very dark, not very funny, very bloody/violent. I totally wasn't expecting it. Weird. Anyway, we didn't get home until around 11:45. So, today I'm very tired. I crashed when I hit the pillow and snoozed until 7 this morning.

Well, Plymouth High School offered me the Freshman Volleyball Coach position. Now I have decisions to make! Eeeerg. Hate it. I talked the Varsitycoach that I worked with at Pinckney and she said that Plymouth's program is a little better and that she would take the Freshman position at Plymouth over the JV one at Huron. :/ I don't know. I'm going on both interviews and going from there. I wouldn't mind living in Plymouth or Canton, but I don't know if Bryan would. I know people out there, he doesn't. Not that either of us really know too many people in Ann Arbor. Like I said, I hate decisions.

I hate people too. I don't know. I guess it's my own fault for ranting about something that didn't even matter. See, this is the person that I am; constantly making excuses for other people so that it is somehow my own fault. Am I really the only reason for the shitty things that happen around me? Is it always my fault? I guess so.

Ehhhhh, I don't know anymore. I miss when things were simple. I guess they were boring then though huh? I certrainly don't miss all of the things about that time. Just the simplicity.

I'm so rambling right now.

I'll stop.

xo,
Kari

Manic Monday

For some reason, today has been kind of shitty. I'm just tired and cranky and cynical. I woke up ok... But around 11:30 I was suddenly in a horrible mood. All I want to do if crawl into my wonderfully comfortable bed and sleep. I wore my hair curly today, maybe that's why I'm pissy. I always hate my hair curly.

I miss my Mandy... I'll get her around Wednesday. Wednesday is also payday. That's exciting. More money to be sent away to the Bill Fairy. To never return to me again.

Thursday is my interview with AA Huron. I hope I get the position. I don't want to have to find another. This one is so close to me. And it's JV. I don't want to coach Freshman, it's too frustrating.

On a lighter note, (literally) I'm going to dye my hair this/next week. I've never been blonde, and I'm going to try and get pretty close to it. I want a dirty blonde/light brown with highlights. Any other OCer's out there? Going for the Marisa look.
Get me?
I think it would be nice...

We shall see... I'll keep you posted.

xo,
Kari

Sometimes, you amuse me

I just found something in my random searching of the internet that made Bryan and I laugh. I won't say what, because I don't want to embarrass anyone. 

I would call myself somewhat artistic. I have a Fine Arts degree, and although I haven't drawn in about 6 months, I'll always be a designer. Anyway, in the artistic world, claiming someone else's work as your own is probably one of the lowest of lows. Quite frankly, it's pathetic. 

Want to see one of my best drawings? It's from December of 2006. Hooooly Shit! That was like 2.5 years ago! 

See! I was talented at one point! :)

On a side note! I think I'm going to coach volleyball at Ann Arbor Huron this year. :/. Nope, not as cool as Pinckney, but we gotta do what we gotta do!

mk, xo, 

Kari

Handwritten

Kennel Cough

Well, leave it to me to try to do something good,  and have it turn into something bad. I've been taking the dogs to the dog park so that they can play and run and have fun. Well, they got kennel cough. :( So, now I'm going to have a very expensive vet bill that I really really really can't afford right now. I wish that they could bill you later... Sigh...

I know that it's very common, I just can't help but feel that I could have prevented it somehow. Dogs are so helpless, it's sad. I don't want to be the reason that they're sick.  Stupid, stupid me. So much guilt. 

Maybe I'll read and go to sleep. 

I want a pop. 

xo,

Kari

Yay!

I finally fixed my TwitPic! I'm so stoked! Now I can post to TwitPic, from Twitterberry. LoL, All kinds of applications going on right here huh?

I wore tights to work yesterday. Probably like the worst day ever to wear tights huh? Yesterday and that shitty shitty weather. Can you believe that?! It's been so fucking nice and then we get that bullcrap. Lame.

Mk, work work work
xo,
Kari

A Whole in My Chest

Seriously, today is one of the ugliest days that I've seen in a long time. Ew. Slush. My feet got wet on my way in. Annoying.
So, about an hour of work left. Today wasn't so bad. I still wish I had more stuff to do. I get a little bored and antsy to leave. I don't want to be in a rush to get out of work everyday. I wouldn't be if I had stuff to do. I'm tired. And my ipods shuffle isn't doing so well.

Agh.

Livejournal/Blogger

Well, I've had a Livejournal that I have posted in regularly since 2003.
LiveJournal

I'm about to start using Blogger.

Yay or Nay?

Test

Test test test um yeah, lets test!