Ugh

Yesterday was aweful! Just aweful! My eyes are puffy from crying all day. Life sucks. Being a grown up sucks. Taxes suck! Ugh, Head ache yesterday...

I need to get my shit together. Yeah, I'm going ok. I have an apartment, a nice car, a good job, (maybe 2 if I get this coaching position today.) But I feel like I don't do much of anything. I go to work, and I come home and sleep/eat the day away. I need to get back to actually doing something when I get off work. Besides drinking beer.

I miss my family, and Bryans. We really need to see them more often. Maybe that'll help. I always feel better after spending time with the people that I love and love me. I miss MY friends too. We spend the majority of our weekends with Bryans. WHICH I LOVE. Don't get me wrong, they're my friends too, they just haven't known me most of my life like my own. So maybe that'll help too. I miss Jessica... Why does she have to be so busy. Everyone is so busy these days. It sucks growing up and losing touch with your friends.

Now do you understand the title of this entry? It's just been a very UGH week. Not to mention, I am sick as a dog. I thought that I was having an asthma attack today. My chest hurt so bad and I couldn't breath. I had to lay down. Turns out, I just had heartburn from taking DayQuil on an empty stomache. I ate some crackers and felt a little better.

I really hope that I can make a decision about coaching within the next week. Plymouth is a nicer program, but I think that I would like to live in Ann Arbor.

I cannot wait until Bryan and I live together. Things will be so much easier. He practically lives with me now, he's there 5-6 days out of the week. But none of his stuff is there, and its just different. It would be OUR place, not just mine.

Ok, I guess I'm done bitching...

xo,
Kari

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